it really feels sucky sometimes having parents with different beliefs. The words they use, the words they say... It's really negative. But well, I hold the key to the power of the tongue.
Each time, I tell Daddy God to juz let not the negative words spoken over me touch my heart.
For it means nothing as long as I do not proclaim it or believe it. They keep saying stuff like I will go crazy some day. They get worried over whether I'll get married & stuff. They keep saying I'll get divorced. But no, I say, I reject those things in Jesus name. I will have a great story ahead of me cuz Daddy God writes the story for His princesses (which is me!)
It wasn't a very good day for me today actually. Cuz my mum kept nagging & nagging & nagging.
Yes, controlling was much easier praying in tongues. My mum has this stupid belief in fortune telling which she keeps bringing bad news home to me with, which can get uber annoying I must say. Grace, grace la. That is why I enjoy Pastor Mark's & Pastor's Benjamin's sharings as well. Cuz it really is relevant to me... How Pastor Mark talks about the traditional chinese beliefs in WHATEVER MY PARENTS BELIEVE IN & how Pastor Benjamin's message touches & softens the many youths' hearts (I am one of them) ... Pastor Benjamin's messages always relates to adolescence problems like bgr, peer pressures, pre-marital sex, family rejections... If others ask why I am so passionate about Arrow, I would always say I receive much & I really think that Pastor Benjamin is an awesome man of God, graced to preach to the youths, favored amongst the youths in Arrow. No wonder our leaders often tell us & advise us to sow into Arrow Ministry, serve in Arrow while you still have the chance. =) Enjoy your years in Arrow.
I've still got many years in Arrow. so should I still take a break?
Well, again, LET GO, LET GOD.
I really love the Arrow Befrienders system, where we go & love attack the new comers.
I was blessed by the Campus ambassadors when I first stepped into Campus (:

I am not what I feel I am, I am who God says I am.

It's doesn't matter what family or friends say or reject me.
I am accepted in the BELOVED!