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Sunday, November 30, 2008

Recent Sushi Craze


ONIGIRI, definitely tasty.

and japanese food everyday continues...



princess לינדה הודית the Beloved @ 11:59 PM




Honestly

AM I GOING TO HAVE NEW BUNCHA CHURCH FRIENDS?

I can't believe...
After all the shit and trouble...

I don't know.

I just know that I do not wanna change church anymore... I'm sick of church hopping...

I AM BANNED FROM SERVING YES...For the worldly friends out there,
I AM BANNED FROM VOLUNTEERING IN CHURCH.
For something I deemed unfair as.

You wonder, ATTENDANCE? No. I had 100% attendance. I WAS ALWAYS THERE, NEVER HAD LAST MINUTE CANNOT TURN UP MOMENTS AND MY PUNCTUALITY IMPROVED, UNTIL I WAS THERE EARLY LIKE 90% of the time.

Applied for so many ministries, all the areas I am interested in, can't think of any...
no news so far... after so many months...

I still think...

Leader was a PUNK in my previous team. BACKSTABBED ME. ALL THE WAY man, GOT ALMOST THE WHOLE TEAM TO STOP TALKING TO ME. All because of a damn misunderstanding and all the connections she have in church. EVERYTHING for allowing her to be my godsister. Well...No man is perfect ... yes, in the flesh. So SCREW IT. FOR HER, IN THE FLESH. FOR ME, I AM WRONG ALL THE WAY. I get all the blame. I am still barred from MAKING NEW FRIENDS until now. THANKS TO THAT BITCH. So much so, that the epidemic stretched to ARROW MINISTRY's full time staff. THEY ARE AVOIDING ME. How punk?! YES, ARROW MINISTRY'S FULL TIME STAFF ... 1 OF THEM IS AVOIDING ME THAT'S WHY I DON'T WANT TO GO BACK ALSO. WHAT THE FCUK? IT'S A BRAND!

Tho I admit I had wrongdoings on my part, SHE DID WRONG TOO! SO WHY DO I GET ALL THE BLAME?!

She kicked me out of the ministry WHILE I WAS HAVING A MINISTRY BREAK. Yes, we quarreled on a PERSONAL basis. Nothing ministry matters. IMPARTIAL right, MIX PERSONAL + MINISTRY (GOD's) matter.

Few days ago, I had a frikkin nightmare... GUESS WHAT I WOKE UP, BREAKING OUT IN SWEAT and SCREAMING IN MY HEAD. I was very tired when I woke up.
Yes, the nightmare involved my previous team people. How annoying. Cannot forget the depression they have caused me... The panadols...I have stopped talking about them, for quite some time already...somehow I still feel as though I am haunted by something..
Not many knew about what happened to me in the past. Yes this is my 3rd life, if you wanna consider it that way...

I decided to blog this all down, since I seriously have no one to share all these with...

How badly I wanna talk to someone in church yet
1) I don't know who I can trust
2) I'm just not making new friends....

so no channel of new friends = No common Godly topics to talk to, I am officially out of fellowship, church life down to zero. No fellow NCC-ian I can be around with for I've got 1 friend who's always bothered only with her serving/servers gathering & another friend who is so busy with all her truckloads of work. I am stuck in the old memories. What new creation in Christ lah. Seriously, I am still condemned by the leaders ... Until now, after so long. Seriously, full of shit....
WHAT THE FCUK ya... it's a brand. NON-NCC friends, please don't get the wrong idea. I STILL LOVE MY CHURCH. Not all the leaders are screwed up, but SOME. Yes.

I PUT THIS UP AFTER SO LONG BECAUSE UNTIL NOW, I am still BARRED FROM SERVING, ELSE I WON'T EVEN BE TALKING ABOUT IT.

Nevertheless, I still LOVE MY MENTORS IN RED CROSS YOUTH VOLUNTEER INSTRUCTORS PROGRAM & STUDENT COUNCIL EXCO PEEPS + WHOLE STUDENT COUNCIL!

Media Studies to start tomorow! Lim Kian Lye. Is he good? - Ponders for a second -
So gonna sit with Sham & Ivy Tran this sem! FOR ALL THINGS WORK TOGETHER FOR GOOD, should we do project together instead.



princess לינדה הודית the Beloved @ 11:25 PM


Saturday, November 29, 2008

Orchard Outing 281108 with Wen.


















princess לינדה הודית the Beloved @ 1:46 AM




Kitchen Mogu Mogu

is a new concept japanese fast food restaurant located at far east plaza.
Went there for supper!
I guess this might be my next favourite after Yoshinoya & Pepper Lunch.
The prices are rather affordable and have a unique set meal. Yet, SOME dishes are a little over-priced.


It has a unique way of entrance, which I believe is a common thing found in Japanese restaurants found in Japan.


A touch screen ordering unique style







Curry Katsu Don, 2 O-Cha & 1 Chawanmushi


Next up, it was mini ice cream burger! I LOVED THE PANCAKE, it is so much nicer than MUJI's pancakes!


Me.


Wen Hui.


Ambience is not bad, just a little hot today. It's place that is a "can-try".
But wait, I do not think it's halal.



princess לינדה הודית the Beloved @ 12:59 AM


Friday, November 28, 2008

As the weekend draws near...

YEAH!

next SC meeting is next week.

I wanna talk about my birthday thing, FOR INTERNALS of MDIS Student Council.

Haha. It'll be a fun idea. Like Sy said, any reason to party.

But well, different people different opinions. It's all up to everyone. YEAH!

after SC meeting next day is Alpha meeting for VIP 10/09.

Wow, this time it's getting really busy...



princess לינדה הודית the Beloved @ 5:53 PM




Jason Mraz - I'm Yours

Well, you done done me and you bet I felt it
I tried to be chill but your so hot that I melted
I fell right through the cracks, now I'm tryin to get back
before the cool done run out I'll be givin it my best test
and nothin's gonna stop me but divine intervention
I reckon it's again my turn to win some or learn some

But I won't hesitate no more,
no more, it cannot wait
I'm yours

Well open up your mind and see like me
open up your plans and damn you're free
look into your heart and you'll find love love love love
listen to the music of the moment people dance and sing
We're just one big family
And it's our godforsaken right to be loved loved loved loved loved

So, i won't hesitate no more,
no more, it cannot wait i'm sure
there's no need to complicate our time is short
this is our fate
I'm yours

Scooch on over closer, dear
And I will nibble your ear

I've been spendin' way too long checkin' my tongue in the mirror
and bendin' over backwards just to try to see it clearer
But my breath fogged up the glass
and so I drew a new face and I laughed
I guess what I'd be sayin' is there ain't no better reason
to rid yourself of vanities and just go with the seasons
it's what we aim to do
our name is our virtue

But I won't hesitate no more,
no more it cannot wait
I'm yours

Well open up your mind and see like me
open up your plans and damn you're free
look into your heart and you will find that the sky is yours

so please don't, please don't, please don't,
there's no need to complicate,
Cause our time is short
This, this, this is our fate,
I'm yours

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princess לינדה הודית the Beloved @ 1:20 PM




Sy you dei cool

Now I present to you,

Syahidah of MDIS Student Council...

I think you are the next I could really talk to in MDIS!

It's really nice getting to know you from COMMUNICATIONS sub comm!

THE BLUES, yeah. It was a nice time at Singapore Flyer.

Thanks for being such an awesome friend.

We all love each other :) the communications subcomm!

I'll propose the birthday plan pretty soon!



princess לינדה הודית the Beloved @ 12:44 AM




Ivy Tran Rocks!

A great friend in MDIS;
I enjoy talkin' to and studying with. An awesome friend...
So much in common. Nice and fun to hang around with...

Hope you join MDIS Student Council soon! ^^v
y'll be the 2nd one in our class.

Just thought I wanna appreciate the people around me for abit.
I call it; post exam syndrome.



princess לינדה הודית the Beloved @ 12:36 AM




Disappointment

I feel as though I've let down someone of a high authority... someone I honor and respect so much...Somehow I feel like I am straying away... further and further....Weekend, after weekend. The grass just seems greener at the other side... Exams (finally, sem 1 down!) 1 paper was good, 1 paper was so-so. And yeah, I'm like so whatever. I just really don't know what I wanna say... But I am moving further and further away from certain things. I am losing touch...
I don't like the way I am treated there and then...

So, can I still hold on?

But I love,

- MDIS Student Council + Communications Subcomm!
- Red Cross Youth Volunteer Instructor Program 10/09 Alpha!

Finally experiencing what is the true meaning of teamwork.
I couldn't stand it when I was doing my Communications Skill presentation.
Team mates that simply drag deadlines, leave most of the work to me...and crash,
WE GO CRAZY TOGETHER.



princess לינדה הודית the Beloved @ 12:04 AM


Tuesday, November 25, 2008

STUDENT HOSTEL!

ha, went to Ivy's student hostel (@ sembawang) to study today!

yupps, after we left the school library.

Not bad a place, first time at a student hostel.



princess לינדה הודית the Beloved @ 1:59 AM




MDIS Student Council :)


some, not all the members, definitely.



princess לינדה הודית the Beloved @ 1:44 AM


Thursday, November 20, 2008

DAMN THE WORLD

physically alone...

spiritually ???



princess לינדה הודית the Beloved @ 10:12 AM


Monday, November 17, 2008

the princess says...

This world is scarry...
This world has so many hypocrites...
Discernment... I really don't know...



princess לינדה הודית the Beloved @ 3:38 PM


Friday, November 14, 2008

Accusations?

Jesus ain't the accuser.
He is the savior.
Not a law giver either.

Right living and living right is two different things!

Ha-Satan/Diablos
- Accuser
- not stealer
- killer
- destroyer
- Lawyer because he thinks the law is on his side.
- Plaintiff using the law

Don't borrow from tomorrow.
The past is the thief of regret,
the future is the thief of worry...

* Do I know who I am in Christ?
* Do I know who Jesus is?
* Have I received accusations?
* Am I standing tall, established in righteousness?

If yes, no matter who the accuser is, ain't gonna accept it..

BE CAREFUL WHO I ALLOW WHO TO SPEAK INTO MY LIFE!
NO WEIRD TOM DICK OR HARRY CAN COUNSEL ME. WOOHOO~




princess לינדה הודית the Beloved @ 1:02 AM


Thursday, November 13, 2008

From Roy Lesin's blog...Ministry of Writing *wow*

I am convinced that we don’t have a ministry because we decide to have one; we have a ministry because God gives us one. Our calling, our work, and the fruit that comes from it is God’s doing, not ours. Our privilege is to obey what God tells us to do; our responsibility is to serve Him faithfully in the place of obedience, whether it is a hidden place or a public place. His blessing and His anointing comes to us when we are living in agreement with His will. We cannot manufacture God’s blessing and anointing simply by being ambitious, highly motivated, or hard working. The anointing and blessing of God comes through the work of the Holy Spirit, not through our own efforts. An ounce of obedience is worth more than a pound of strife and a ton of self-effort.

I learned an important lesson early on about a writing ministry. You don’t have to be a great writer to write great things. To say it another way, content is more important than style. There are many great writers that have received great acclaim and great rewards. However, that does not mean that great writers necessarily write great things. What excites me about writing is not my style or my ability to write, but the subject matter (the content) of my writing. I have been given the glorious privilege of writing about the heart of God expressed through the person of His Son, Jesus Christ. This is, without question, the greatest subject anyone could ever write about, and it is a subject that can never be fully expressed or explored.

“And there are also many other things that Jesus did, which if they were written one by one, I suppose that even the world itself could not contain the books that would be written.” John 21:25 NKJV



princess לינדה הודית the Beloved @ 2:29 AM




Linda is waiting...

1) for her interview @ Elyn's company @ Suntec Tower 1

2) for her 1st contact session for Red Cross Youth Volunteer Instructor Program

3) for her part time job to start!!!

4) for her EXAMS to complete

5) for her NEXT STUDENT COUNCIL MEETING!!!

6) for her new SLACK semester

7) to have fun with her fellow LASERTAG games facilitators!!!



princess לינדה הודית the Beloved @ 2:10 AM


Saturday, November 8, 2008

Commitment

to me... it's all about setting your priorities... Whatever is most important to you, to your heart, your mind, your soul...

Ever since I passed my MDIS SC interview, after the FIRST SC meeting at Block C, Rm 104...

I am in love with my new commitment : MDIS Student Council.

MDIS seems like an international school, Sy agrees so too.
Ugandan, Nigerian, Indian, Malay, China, Brunei-an, Thai etc... totally in love with studying cultures, languages and being anti-stereotype. I wonder if it's even possible. But someday I hope... I can learn ALL the languages in the world. Y'know, imagine yourself being a translator, how cool can it be... I'M ZILLION-LINGUAL !!!

The student council too, is made up of people from many different nationalities...

Communication barrier is a common problem faced by MDIS students. It LOOKS LIKE the foreigners are stereotyped but it's only because people do not take time to listen or try to get them together with the locals. Look on the bright side, they actually are very friendly people and have great hospitality as well

Last but not least,

Bring Singapore Red Cross Humanitarian Network Division into MDIS!

and thanks MDIS Student Council, for bringing a smile to my face :D



princess לינדה הודית the Beloved @ 3:12 AM