את

For all the promises of God in Him are Yes, and in Him Amen, to the glory of God through us


Now Playing
Hillsong United - Devotion

the Princess.

Project Executive @ National Youth Council
O School Hip Hop I






History

December 2007
January 2008
March 2008
April 2008
May 2008
August 2008
September 2008
November 2008
December 2008
January 2009
February 2009
March 2009
April 2009
May 2009
June 2009
July 2009
August 2009
September 2009
October 2009
November 2009
December 2009
January 2010
February 2010
March 2010
April 2010


Labels
Psychology
Lyrics
Video
News
2009
Pastoral Services Ministry
Performing Arts Ministry
Outreach Ministry



Tag

Monday, March 31, 2008

the weeping kiddo

you once said that i could confide in you....
i foolishly took it to be true...
you never knew how painful it was for me...
when you always had to disagree...
it is such a hard life....
when you always had to make things difficult for me...
at times i juz feel like letting out...
even worse, i feel like giving up...
but well, I don't really have a choice...
it really hurts when you disapprove all along...

sometimes i feel like saying...
insufficient are the material blessings
what's more precious is a listening ear...
who would want ears that cannot hear...

sometimes i feel i juz can't stop buying...
juz to satisfy my selfish being...

i juz wanted more love.
i juz needed more attention...
i am not fighting for the will...
i am not rebelling against everything you say...

but do you really wanna hear me out?

it juz seem like the world is collapsing...
when you juz don't wanna know anything...
i always thought you could be a pillar of support in down times.
yet you reject me further.

it breaks my heart & shatters more...
when you juz don't seem to care...
it really hurts & pierce deep down...
when you do not bother about my future...

@@ the weeping kiddo @@



princess לינדה הודית the Beloved @ 3:58 AM


Friday, March 28, 2008

.... ... .. ...

All of a sudden I feel like crap. I seriously feel so.
All the politics at work...
tongues wag juz because I am seen slacking.
Seniors say they're busy & give me nothing to do....
ASK ME TO WAIT. so what? I LOOK AS IF I'M SLACKING?

INCIDENT ONE. INCIDENT TWO. ALL MY MOTIVATION TO GO WORK IS FADING AWAY.
ONE BY ONE.

@!$@#%$#^%$^&$^#$^$^@!$@#%$#^%$^&$^#$^$^$&^$&%$&%^&%&%&%&%&^$%^$%^@####!!!!
amp;^@!$@#%$#^%$^&$^#$^$^$&^$&%$&%^&%&%&%&%&^$%^$%^@####!!!!
amp;%@!$@#%$#^%$^&$^#$^$^$&^$&%$&%^&%&%&%&%&^$%^$%^@####!!!!
amp;%^&%&%&%&%&^$%^$%^@####!!!!

morse code.

I feel like giving up working. I really do.
I have been going around asking about study loans...
BUT I hafta stay awhile more in this job. HOW?

Jesus take the wheel.



princess לינדה הודית the Beloved @ 11:48 AM


Sunday, March 2, 2008

Love is all around

Rubbing shoulders with each other is becoming a common thing amongst people nowadays .. It often happens, because there are indifferences, disagreements & misunderstandings. At times, the best way is the hardest, which is being honest with the other party, what you are unhappy about. The worst thing anyone could do, is sweep everything under the carpet, it's like keeping left over food in the fridge for a month, it'll go stale. The saddest thing sometimes, is that a person focuses too much on that person's weak points, failing to notice the gifts & "see the gold" in that special someone.

Everyone is special. Everyone is fearfully & wonderfully made. We are all gifted in our own different ways. Think you ain't got a gift? That's definitely a "no no"... You probably are juz in the midst of discovering it. But don't feel rejected cuz of it, you are still special & loved. Think of our Creator, our Creator is Love...we are crafted slowly by our Creator...our Creator never rushes for time like us, humans..most of us lack rest & relaxation, because we are always rushing.

Now so what if the girl sitting beside you in class hates you like crazy or refuses to forgive you for stepping on her toe? That girl's probably insecure & childish. Our Creator still loves us the way He created us. Our Creator always forgives.
Our Creator has a never-ending supply of Grace.



princess לינדה הודית the Beloved @ 11:25 PM


Saturday, March 1, 2008

Stuck in a hustling town...

Here's your typical Singaporean...
heading for work in the morning...
where the trains are uber packed.
especially if you are working in town areas (namely Raffles Place, City Hall, Orchard, Bugis, Tanjong Pagar)... congrats to you...
Town area working people often tend to be more snobbish, somehow, don't ask me why, well yeah obviously I wouldn't know or give a rip...They push & do not apologize or even turn back to look at you...They wait for you to let them walk past...& do not give in ..at times, they even glare back at you...
oh the horror, it juz seems to happen everyday right? Unless you come out earlier than the usual crowd...

Even having lunch's a hassle.Food for thought, having only an hour's lunch time sometimes juz seem ain't enough... cuz you gotta be quick to grab seats... especially when your lunch period is staggered from 12noon to 2pm...or worse, a fixed time of 1pm to 2pm...At times you go for lunch with glee, thinking "yay finally I can buy my food & satisfy my stomach!" ... but the waiting time for seats is a turn off sometimes...Well yes, we gotta face up to the reality that our break's only an hour, you working Singaporeans.

My opinion...town area is highly in demand of food courts or eating places... It may seem like there's alot of them... But why issit that people often don't get to eat in peace after getting their food? Cuz there isn't much time left & at times, we ain't got a choice when certain people fancy hogging the tables...

The last resort to many; take away to bring the food back to office...Why I'd say it's a last resort? Cuz people usually prefer to lunch out...Fancy being stuck in the office for so many hours already... & you juz get that one hour break to get out to breathe some fresh air.

I was thinking, probably these town areas, as mentioned above, should build and have a FOOD MALL. YES! A mall that is totally filled with eating places & food! Moreover, making it high rise..So that it'll be uber spacious.. You can call me a foodie, but well I feel that it is essential for the people in town. So far, nobody has thought of it yet. BUT A FOOD MALL IS GOOD for these lunch out maniacs who work in town. And yes! more ATM machines too. Try the ATM machines at Bugis or Raffles place, I tell you the queue is crazy! A food mall with more ATM machines, wow that would be heavenly for all of us...

Somehow, according to the studies in Economics, Singapore has a great land scarcity... & yes, we so need more land. Even land reclaimation ain't helpful nowadays... Now tell me about it...

Demand & Supply...
Yes, human needs & wants are unlimited...

(P.S. but Daddy God has abundance for all of us)



princess לינדה הודית the Beloved @ 11:22 PM