i juz know, i really miss that friend. alot of things in the surroundings are reminding me.
& today when I saw that someone, I immediately turned to the other side.
haiz, only 6 days to camp & things are still like that.
I really don't wanna think about it...BUT....
sometimes juz the little things around me reminds me of that close friendship.

especially today's thanksgiving service reminds me of the previous rsm meeting
all the good memories, the going home together & stuff.

nobody understands when you see that person so often it really hurts
seeing how the person is so good to others especially. it really is very ...
That is why I am considering not going for Arrow for the time being...
I've even been skipping Arrow fellowship/care group sessions/hang outs for so long,
that I really feel so awkward around them juz now.
The servers in YWA east cg actually met up juz now for thanksgiving, I didn't know about it.
They were at level 6 overflow.

I wanna take a break.
HAIZ, BUT I STILL LOVE ARROW. HOW?

Thanksgiving service today was awesome.
The food was really good.
ate with Kirsten, Charis & the rest of the Arrow Team I.M. - students family!
& it really seemed almost the entire Arrow was there.
(seated at the usual corner)
Even Qwen loved it so much.
Was talking to Cuijing (NUS cgl, bumped into her on the way home, same area) about it on the way home. There's something about me & cgls + leaders, I seem to have favor with them.
Probably, the "favor with leaders thingy" I once proclaimed with Cherri so randomly
cuz Cherri started it.
Realized we were all so touched when Pastor Prince thanked us (:
& really loved the testimonies plus Pastor Darren's sharings (:
really understood Pastor Prince's heart (;
Praise God that we hit 16k in headcount.
& seriously, the servers alone in our church can fill up the overflow rooms.
What more the other people?
:P