you once said that i could confide in you....
i foolishly took it to be true...
you never knew how painful it was for me...
when you always had to disagree...
it is such a hard life....
when you always had to make things difficult for me...
at times i juz feel like letting out...
even worse, i feel like giving up...
but well, I don't really have a choice...
it really hurts when you disapprove all along...

sometimes i feel like saying...
insufficient are the material blessings
what's more precious is a listening ear...
who would want ears that cannot hear...

sometimes i feel i juz can't stop buying...
juz to satisfy my selfish being...

i juz wanted more love.
i juz needed more attention...
i am not fighting for the will...
i am not rebelling against everything you say...

but do you really wanna hear me out?

it juz seem like the world is collapsing...
when you juz don't wanna know anything...
i always thought you could be a pillar of support in down times.
yet you reject me further.

it breaks my heart & shatters more...
when you juz don't seem to care...
it really hurts & pierce deep down...
when you do not bother about my future...

@@ the weeping kiddo @@