the third problem has begun...like man, why must all these be happenin'...

as I trace back the root causes, it always starts with family problems...it sucks, like totally. It's always THEM who brings problems to my friendships. People feel I'm squashing them with problems. Cuz my family always gives me problems & I can't bear them.
My parents disallow me to have emotions when I am at home. Sometimes it feels as though I am holding them in my heart. I remember getting scolded once for locking myself up in my room & cry.

I wanna cease all the friendship problems...that were birth outta family shyt.

Therefore, I feel it's time I move out of this place.

But first, I wanna get a laptop...

That's my essential gadget of my life.