I like the Arrow YWA RSM people, they are such a cheerful bunch. They are seriously helpful too. Bridget loves cleaning the toilet, Rong loves being the security, Yin Yin loves the door greeter position HAHA cuz she likes to stand one corner & not move at all (juz give more mentos!!) HAHAHA!!! All the interesting & happening people I meet. Lol. Love them lots. Haha... & Rachel is a very gooooood partner to serve with ;) ZJ is so uber caring...Ben is sooo sooo ENCOURAGING. Xiao Han always buys food for us. =D
I WANT TO GET TO KNOW ALL OF THEM BETTER.
hmm at least another "care group" I see that I love.

Arrow students security, JPR full time staff, my friend, RC has been coming for Arrow YWA services recently... & questioned, "hey how come I seldom see you with the Arrow RSM people" .. well I am always with the care group ma...

honestly... yes, I WANNA GO WITH THE ARROW RSM people instead, this time...or, isolation? I'll see about it...when you seriously don't feel the flow with certain people, don't force...
people I wanna be with, juz don't seem to be free...
yet people I don't really feel the flow to be with, are (ok not so) contactable...
I juz don't really wanna be with some people. REALLY REALLY don't feel like being with some people. I WANNA BE ALONE UH. EVEN IF IT BORES ME. like any stupid weekday. who cares already la. cross out fellowship. don't talk to the people nearest to me everyday, don't talk even on Sundays...whatever...I'll juz keep quiet forever...Haiz looks like I can only express myself on a Saturday...Arrow service...

Something in me juz feel like bursting sometimes...
Now that I'm back to blogging...blablablax.

The Zone Youth Concert - Finally, a time to express & release myself after so long... The zeal within me seems to be stuck whenever I am at Arrow YWA services.
I can't scream like I used to.
I can't cheer like I used to.
I love to jump but I rarely get to hear catchy songs anymore.
It's juz so not me.
(try cheering at YWA services everybody will turn & look back at you)
juz like try sharing with the people they'll spread it like the epidemic.
You juz simply lose touch after moving up, like who shall I bring for the concert?
I am still thinking, seriously... hmmm.
VISUALIZE; a packed max pavillion - 200 souls

Anyways... GRACE IS RENEWED EVERYDAY.
tomorrow is Arrow YWA!
& time to spend more time with Arrow YWA RSM servers!
dinner with them.
and sweep my Sunday off again like any other normal day...
service, overflow place, and home I go?
already feel so enclosed from Monday to Friday.
now, even Sunday is like that.
Should I juz go & work for a 2nd job?
*BLOOBLOOBLOOB*
miss those days with tpcg :(
sometimes I really wanna move on,
yet the environment juz allows me to keep thinking & seeing them in my memories...

Hey tpcg (plus all the ex cgls of tpcg) if anyone of you are here...I really miss hanging out at "stevebucks", before bs & after services. I miss the chats at suntec mcds. I miss running for places in the auditorium. hunting for seats like little mouses together. I miss q-ing up in the ticketing que & start sharing with everyone about each other... I miss the pre arrow service games & meet ups... I miss q-ing for bubble tea... I miss the supper sessions after BS & cg...I miss having dinner with the whole poly cluster after Arrow service...(like a long stretched table of Harry Potter students)

Sundays are a big change without your noises =\
very soon you'll hear your hyper linda has gone into hiding on Sundays...
prolly except the days, I'm serving for God =)

when you're alone you tend to think much.
why not juz take the time to pray as much?