It is all about confession of hope in spite of any circumstances.

Today I had a blessed day. I attended two services (2nd & 4th), and I've gained, fellowshipped with a couple of Arrow student friends...It was a really long long LONG BUT BLESSED day, as Jesus is walking with me, as always.

Double portion, was really blessed by the sermon.
Finally, I felt the life of Arrow students, at 4th service again...

(after Altar call, 4th service, due to the overwhelming response of Arrow age)
"the zone salvation has started! the benjamin generation" - Pst Prince
"woohoohoo" - Arrow, as usual...

it's been a long time since I last heard their screams & shouts, and also be able to scream & shout with them. Really miss it so much...

Had short catch up with Han Yuen (np cg), Jansen (rp cg), Sheryl (np cg), Esther Ann (tp cg), Natnat (ex SIM cg), dearest Khai leng...
Bumped into dearest Xangoheen, Xiaohui (tp cg) & Jolene (np cg) in the toilet.
suddenly.... *wind blows* it feels like I'm back to Arrow students again...
it was the BRAVO cluster bombs to Alpha, Charlie, Delta times...
and I've been bumping into dearest JOJO (JC South cg) everywhere I go...

juz found out last week that Joey Chan (tp cg) & Joel Gan (tp cg) has joined RSM, but Alpha team... hohoho =P
so tp cg consists of 2 Alpha boys & 2 Delta boys, too bad I'm out of tp cg. hurhurx.

Zone 07's concert DVD is out, and has jap too!
coolest!

Anyways, back to today's message.
Not having this certain expectation of judgement, thank Jesus for sins are forgiven, His grace superabounds. WHERE SIN INCREASES, GRACE SOARS IN SUPERABUNDANCE & SOME MORE ON TOP OF THAT

Guilt affects relationships & finances. I agree so much. I have been through it, and I believe God is metanoia-ing me, still.
Somehow I still doubt... a really good friend, I hold dearly, done wrong stuff, said the wrong things, sabotaging everything, cuz of my stupid negativity, in my current situation, from things on the surface, I still doubt...I don't really dare to trash talk, shall not let it get into me... I choose to believe EVERYTHING IS OKAY, God, it's all in Your hands... So I shall not dwell on it...insecurity... and I still seem to regret, for whatever that happened... I don't know if things are really back to normal, yet Jesus, I know You are in control. I am completely undeserving, cuz He is no more dealing on me based on sin, but dealing on me based on Son. I wished that certain things didn't change... somehow, I juz felt certain things have changed...sensitivity
BUT these are things that happened in the PAST!

My Past Will NOT Determine My Future, NEVER!

because God gives me every blessing that Jesus His Son deserves,
not what I deserve.

There were prostitutes & unworthy people in the lineage of Jesus (Matthew 1)...and not qualified cuz of God's law. They are in His lineage, by His grace, for they believed.

Peace, is something I'll see in the midst of the storm.

Joyful, Confident Expectation of GOOD - hope...

I AM HIS FAVOURITE DAUGHTER

Amen

decided to visit Arrow students soon (: AFTER TODAY!