Signed with the authority of Abba's Ring
Sealed with the Holy Spirit of promise
Delivered by the Love of Jesus

sometimes... I can't explain what triggered those moments of folly.
It is indeed challenging and only being Christ conscious is the solution...
Like how the Arrow students people loved to sing...
Or rather, one of my favorites...

"Politics will not decide if we should rise
and be Your hands and feet...
Singing, Hey now..
Fill our hearts with your compassion ...
Hey Now
As we hold to our confession ..
Woah-oh-oh, God be the solution"

The recent days were the most challenging ones...
Just as I started to avoid certain people, the more I see those people...
I start to question, "why?" and I asked God, "wassup man?"
When I was close to certain people, I do not bump into those people so often.
Now that I have started to avoid them, I see them.
Or rather... Not avoid, I am just hoping to not see them.

Or... am I simply just trying too hard to not bump into any of those members?

Things seem rather screwed up recently...
temporary employer for IT Show's some cheater bug. (company is Newstead at Sim Lim)
1) They told me to go after 2 days cuz THEY HAD ENOUGH STAFF FOR SAT & SUN
2) They are very reluctant to pay me cuz I only worked for 2 days and they told me a different story that I did not turn up on Sat & Sun. They blamed me for it.

Face it. The stupid Lenovo's china man seemed to have some kinda mental block as I was forced to do cashiering. They were just impatient that I can't count fast. I hate to count. I wanted to do sales. And they gotta cook up some lame excuse to get me to go juz cuz they don't wanna pay me...I am going to bring this matter up to MOM if they do not pay me by tomorrow. They told me they would be banking in my cheque last Friday. I do not see anything in the holding balance.
The 2 days issue has already made me earn 2 days lesser pay. Grossed out.

MDIS. Anna Oh, my mass comm course co-ordinator is seriously not effective as many of my peers told me. Heard stories of her from an Arrow brother, and a few of my MDIS mass comm friends. Being someone who does not believe people's opinion until I have experienced it or seen it for myself, I wouldn't take people's opinion for real. Just as Pastor Prince described and became a strong revelation in my heart, (restructured in my own way)
would you believe any random person's opinion about a shepherd's food who have not ever been fed by that shepherd? Of course not!
Anna asked me to come down to school so many times, making so many wasted trips down to school and I gotta plan my part time job schedule in a way that I can go down to school. MDIS is NOT THAT NEAR. I just wanna get over and done with it.

Bakerzin. No response ... I gotta call the outlet tomorrow as much as I do not feel like it I really feel quite irritated by what has been going on.

But despite all these, God is at work. He is working on it. Especially when I go to sleep.
Only when I rest, then can He move.
You can't save a drowning man lest he stops struggling.
Be not depressed and expect good things!
I leave it in God's hands and do not want to take it back.
Amen!

1 John 4:4
You are of God, little children, and have overcome them, because He who is in you is greater than he who is in the world.