I just know I can't be as happy as I was before...
feels like a dead end on fellowship
Something's missing inside...
and I really don't wanna be affected by people's comments...

Yes Isaac is right...
I wanna stay away from negative comments though...
I seem to be keeping myself away from...

1) people who just get on my nerves discouraging me about my church

2) people in church, I just wish for a church friend.... .... ... ...
* No common topic

I seriously hate that bitch, why must she take away all my friends with her?