It makes up 2 screwed up friendships in that same place~

I seriously hate it. HATE IT. HaTe iTtttttt. RAWR.

I don't love you anymore, I LOVE PASTORAL SERVICES ONLY!

That place is beginning to feel like a turn off...

Just as I began to feel sick of it...

I spoke to a guy, kinda related to a family member but also in church

within the same place but different section.

He was from the same place as I was ... just that he was part of the pioneers.

as he shared, I realized that he also face the same problem.

PEOPLE issue. In that same place.

People behave like they don't know us after awhile....

Don't feel welcomed, only focus on new people.

Actually one of my high school seniors feel that way as well....

It's best not to be too friendly being around there...

The people only give a hoot about people from the same group.

And when you're out, WHO ARE YOU?

Like someone from another group who was once part of it says,
those friends are just seasonal, honestly.

That's why I am giving a can't be bothered attitude towards it and only go whenever I am free and feel like it. HELLO. At least I am still there?! But some people are making it so bad such that I don't feel like it. Creating awkward situations within the same area. 2 different people.

Now my life is all about